SUPPORT and LOVE will never replace encouragement cards and affirmations....

And its not rocket science to understand why.

Do you still remember why you serve?
Do you still remember the fervour and conviction when you said 'Yes' to God?
Do you still remember how God put you through testings and provide you with the eventual deliverance?

Do i still remember the above things?

Sometimes i just feel that giving your best isnt enough,
the ends doesn't justify the efforts you have put in.

I have not served because of the position,
nor of the number of meetings to go to.
These are of insignificance to me!
I just want to see people grow,
to experience life transformation
and yet this has not come to past.

Are my expectations too high?

Are they too unrealistic and unachievable?

Tell me what am i supposed to do
how to see victory in this hopelessly futile situation